now, i'm trying the very best to recall back every single memory that gone through my life. the sad one, the happy one or even the unforgettable one!! and i miss it so much..~ the part of my heart, my time and my memory!
COOL MAN <3 u know i'm 48 eh ganjiong now.
u know my eyes keep wide open and cant fall asleep although it is edi 3a.m in the morning now.
har har. anyway, thank you la wei ;)
LOL! =D
u should know how i feel.
u supposed to know what my mind is thinking of.
so, wish me best of luck tmr!!
bless me will be safe tmr heh XD
nitezzzzz ^,<
~Oftentimes, you are not really afraid of loving someone. You´re just afraid of not being loved back~
got this love quote and i personally feel this is meaningful for me =D so i copy and paste it up here ;)
alright, today is just an another day as usual. went for work and bla bla bla then now i'm sitting in front of the pc and start blogging. guess what, i m 'fishing' when i am working today. omg! i'm like.. MCC! yea yea. i can describe myself as MCC today. damn 96 omg! when customer ask me to take oil filter, mana tau i took air filter for him. the ppl gave me the resit asked me to pay for the bill which in total 1150bucks, i ended up with paying him 115bucks! omg! what am i doing today? i got so so so blur and my head is like spinning up and down. really got lack of sleep and this is the consequences.
and and and, omg, my hokkien is really su***! i've to say it. majority speak hokkien, they use hokkien to communicate and take order and whatever not, but hell yea, my hokkien is like..... my dad workers laugh at me and say, english is better than me so? hokkien is still lik nothing if compared me. i was like.. har har, give me another one month, i will improve in it one! dun try to look down on me either =p
working is tiring, doing office job for my mom is boring. argh! i miss school time =( seriously. i miss the time had fun with the friends, enjoying the life of a student and bla bla bla. only i will appreciate something after i lost it. not a good things either. ohhh myyy GOD!
finally over the stupid freaking boring AMALI! waiting for the L license then going to learn driving edi. i'm not sure whether i can get my P license before end of march or what, but god bless i wish i could.
dunno whether i should go for ns anot. it is like taking me three months time and i ve to waste that three months there for training and bla bla bla. i wish i could go for march intake, but but.. do i have the choices? is like... NO! and stop dreaming. bla bla bla...
CNY is round the corner!! gong xi ah gong xi ah gong xi ni. yet, cant feel the CNY mood at all. argh. i guess this year just gonna be another normal CNY? besides than visiting to relatives & friends hse, gambling, chit chat, shopping, off for work, what else is more about it? haven get my P license so i cant go to anywhere i wanted to. wanna go to visit my friends but transport is such a big problem la wei. sounds crazy to take bus -.- bla bla bla..
such a campur-aduk, rojak post i know. done all my crap ;) thx for reading if u could read this post till the end. THANK YOU! ;D
I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU ;D *getting use to these 6 words edi la i think =D just love to type these few words for those friends i really care of! if i say it then i really mean it ;) *
last last last, take care everyone. don fall sick as CNY is just one more week to go! hahaha =D byez!
dunno what to say dunno what to do~ lately my mood consider not bad, din really feel down depressed or whatever, enjoy my life and bla bla bla.
but i know that there is ups and downs in life. no one could really control whats problems or obstacles anyone going to face soon, mayb i will feel extreme upset or down the next hours, minutes or seconds, but i just want to keep myself this cheer and happy like what i feel forever. but yea, IMPOSSIBLE. so whatever, i dont careXD
i just read the msg i received from someone half an hour ago. err, i got speechless and i really dunno what should i do to help. i'm totally an outsider and i dunno what is really going on btw them. i just can listen and give some advice.
girl, just wanna say.. SORRY as i know that nothing much i could help but be ur listener who will always there for u. i'm willing to lend u my ears and listening to you whole night either through msg, phone call or email. forgive me if my words hurt u or what,but this is the fact that u should have know. be optimistic and life will still goes on as usual. it is all depends on how u judge it and treat it as. so, cheer ;)
i think i must be crazy, i must be gone insane, i must be.............
crazy one insane one stupid one foolish one
i dont know what the h*** am i doing, i'm laughing at my stupidity as i did such a crazy and insane things in my life! omggggggg!!
whatever whoever whenever~ bla bla bla..
forgetforgetforgetall the stupid and crazy things i did today~ tmr gonna be a new day again~ woohoo!
clock pointed at 11p.m now... it is time to go for sleep in case i got late to work again! nitez ;D
Sunday, January 24
some of my fav chinese songsssss! ;D
-cai bu tou, ding dang-
i love the lyrics of this song! it is in my top song list! ;D
-zui shou xi de mo sheng ren, elva xiao ya xuan-
another top song that i love. i enjoy listening to it. ;D
-an jing, jay chou-
ahha~ thousand of times i listen to it, but still wont get bored of it! ewwwwwwwwwww~
-wo mei you cuo, xiao hong ren-
hmmm, dunno what to say about this song~ song that can make me feel... warm? *speechless*
LOL~ and this~ i was once crazy for them when i was form 1~ now listening back their song, feeling that.... not bad though ;D *although bit of childish and....*
err~ saw someone, something and bla bla~ dunno why felt disgusted! Y.U.C.K.S~ yea~ YUCKSSS! omg~
i ask myself, " are you blind last time?" yeirr, yes i am~ i were once so so blind until i fall into it~ LOL! love is blind, yes i admit it~ but now i'm not~ ARGHH! cant stop myself from flashing back that photossss!! LALALALALAL~ forget bout it! life still goes on~ forget the past then ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i guess only Lin knows what i mean by then XD
OHYES! OHYEA! its sunday again~ my favourite day of the week! ;D at 1st, three of my dearest friends coming over my hse tmr morning and we call it as.. pillow talk XD but it was cancelled few hours ago~ damn disappointed but is okay as we still get to meet each other again for the coming sunday too ;D so, going for shopping tmr with relatives yea! how can i wasted my sunday by doing nothing as sunday is my only day off? yes yes yes~ shop for CNY stuff! planning to go cheras tmr ;D hope can get some jeans or shorts! weehhooooo!
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ahha~ as what i mentioned last post, i went for undang test. and guess what, i PASSED XD 48/50~ erhem, i did study like crazy at the very last minutes, flipping through the book and re-do that 500 questions again. kind like crazy one, but whatever, now i'm done with it ;) i'm waiting for the amali for this coming tuesday! then i will get my L license after it~ yoohooo! i cant wait until the day when i can start learn driving~ i wanna get my P license ASAP!
ohya, my dad promise to buy me a car, and i tot that i can go wherever and whenever i want to, but he added in, with terms and conditions applied! which mean that, i cant get my freedom completely and hang out with friendsss as i wish. erhm, whatever la ;) i dont care. as long as i can get my P license, i can drive myself to anywhere i want but no longer waiting for others to fetch me here and there, then i'm satisfied with it edi ;D
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hmmm, feeling that friends around seems to be so emo and moody recently la wei~ dont know why~ sometime will get affected by them too! emptiness la, depressed la, will cry easily la ~this is life~ ups and downs in life. no one can control it but ourselves! cheer UP! ;D
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lets share some of my favorite MV with you guys~ no matter how many times i listen to it, watch the MV, but these MV still manage to touch my heart and make me cry.
-zui xing fu de shi, liang wen ying-
-tong hua, guang liang-
;)
and i'm currently addicted with Khalil Fong, Fang Da Tong! R&B~ niceyy niceee!!
Just turned SEVENTEEN! A girl that emotional, pessimistic yet learning to be optimistic. Hate to make decision. Love to keep everything to herself but express her feelings through diary and blog =D u will find out more about her personality by reading this blog :p
